Negative Not Positive Thoughts

2005-12-15T21:33:00.000+08:00

KING KONG IS SUCH A SAD MOVIE! ):chronicles of narnia next wk anyone?

2005-12-15T11:10:00.000+08:00

ahhhh. i've returned from korea! (: how has everyone been? i've missed loads of people. esp NAD (who im talking to now) hhahaha.yeah izz was telling me to blog bout my holiday. so i thought. yeah i should. photos of it will only be shown to some people. HAHHAh. i detest winter clothes ):anyway, let me start in point form so i can jolt my memory.//FIRST/SECOND DAYhorrible plane flight. which

2005-12-04T17:13:00.000+08:00

hey im leaving for korea on tuesday. so i thought in my absence i would let everyone know that im gonna be thinking of ya all and im sure to get some stuff back from korea. hahhaha. this holiday i've been goin out mostly wit my family, relatives etc. thus i dint really get to hang out wit ya all much. anyway, when im back im gonna set some time to chill wit all of ya. xmas coming aye. hee.i just

2005-11-16T12:51:00.000+08:00

OH MY GOD DREAM THEATER ISCOMING TO PERFORM IN SINGAPOREEEEE. IM SO HAPPYNOW!! ANYONE WANNA GO WIT ME??? HAHAHAH. I HAVE WAITEDSO LONG FOR THIS DAY!!!

2005-10-21T17:18:00.000+08:00

I LOVE S3 SO MUCH ITS HURTING SO BAD.Its hard holding youloving you losing youit's sad to be trueand be fooled by youi don't knowi don't knowshould i stay or should i go?

2005-10-17T16:46:00.000+08:00

I'VE GOT A MAJOR CRUSH ON 42!! <3

2005-09-23T14:30:00.000+08:00

Maybe I don't really want to knowHow your garden growsI just want to flyLately did you ever feel the painIn the morning rainAs it soaks it to the boneMaybe I just want to flyI want to live I don't want to dieMaybe I just want to breathMaybe I just don't believeMaybe you're the same as meWe see things they'll never seeYou and I are gonna live foreverMaybe I will never beAll the things that I want

2005-08-15T16:53:00.000+08:00

FERREIRA IS SO HOT. AND SO IS HEINZE. AND SMITH. AND SHEVCHENKO. AND THE LIST GOES ON. <333SEASON STARTED ALREADY. MANU ALL THE WAY <3333i miss soccer so much. MUST play sooon (: yay!MANU MANU MANU MANU MANU BETTER BE CHAMPSSSS. arsenal chelsea chiom pantat aku la!im fine wit liv la (:

2005-08-11T15:33:00.000+08:00

NOTE TO SELF: maybe that's why i've been feeling so empty. i just realized i've survived about two months without soccer. (maybe less than that) MAN U PLEASE MAKE ME HAPPY!!!! (: yep sam! season's starting soon. i'll send you updates k! since you cant catch it anyway. GLORY GLORY MAN UTD. we should still have gotten ballack *grumbles* RJC RJC RJC!! i must study really hard!!! heeeheeeee.dinner on

2005-07-29T18:38:00.000+08:00

have you EVER treated me as your friend or were you taking advantage of our friendship all this while. and to think i forgave you so many times.

2005-07-24T18:30:00.000+08:00

BTW dears.I uploaded photos and its under my "pictures" labelled S3 <33.go check it out. there are some nice photos. HAHAHA!

2005-07-24T16:26:00.000+08:00

i really have nothing to say.existence is a question i want to ask.is it predestined that i should be here?or is life just some sort of task?the darkened question comes with a tear.if i had not been in this placewould i have been somewhere else leading a better lifewould i have a different face?would i have been a man with a wife?truth is nobody can tell why we existwhy we meet the people we

2005-07-23T19:30:00.000+08:00

depressed. how can you mend a broken heart?

2005-07-22T18:22:00.000+08:00

DEARS <33please add me at my new email addressarcanewish@hotmail.comif you havent already accepted me, cos i added about almost everyone on my list already (:ADD ME NOW IF YOU HAVENT K! hahahha (:thanks,siew<33

2005-07-18T20:18:00.000+08:00

the violins that are resounding in my head.seem to make those memories fade.those i have in my country or homethose i tried to forget while i cried on the phone.why do i feel like i don't belong?while i sang this really sad song.to backpack to leave to escape this place.just makes me want to drop out of this race.so what can i do other than trying my bestto just hold on a bit more and put myself

2005-07-15T19:59:00.000+08:00

life never really meant anything to hershe sat down and things went by in a blurshe put her hand in her pocket and thoughtwhy did things have to go this way?should i have fought?life meant to hit her one dayreality decided to come her wayshe didnt want to sit down and cryshe went all emotionlessthen watched the birds fly.life bothered her and never gave upshe wanted to scream at the world WHAT

2005-07-08T21:05:00.000+08:00

fever fever go away. come again another day. little siew wants to come out and play. fever fever go away.WAHAHAH. two EXTREMELY hilarious things happened today.FIRST INCIDENT:7-11 guy at redhill: So, who's next in line? .... SITI FATIMAH!!!! *exclaims to ENTIRE 7-11*Sitt: (gasps of horror flashes through her face and mouth left hanging wide open)Siew and the rest: (breaks out into violent fits of

2005-07-06T22:10:00.000+08:00

BAH SAMM!! dun hate me... ): my love life aint interesting at all. the guy in the previous post. CORRECTION. the HOT HOT HOT guy in my previous post prolly flew back to his country already. i was just playing wit my post laa... making myself sound like some desperate people *coughs* HAHAAH. i saw HIM today. HE walked past by me. HE makes me feel so happy. that type of rubbish. anyway. yeah my

2005-07-04T16:56:00.000+08:00

Quit Playing Games With My Heart.when i saw you, my heart seriously stopped. my knees went weak. my mind went blank. then my heart went racing. it was crazy but i just HAVE to see you again. sighh. but since im grounding myself, thats not gonna possible anymore. im so depressed.now my mind's just filled wit the image of you, and lee's EVILNESS and trying to corrupt my mind will not take that

2005-06-26T13:05:00.000+08:00

I WANT MY MR TAMBORINE MAN.after watching dangerous minds yesterday, somehow it made me reflect on myself. yes i ponder alot about everything silently.

2005-06-23T22:13:00.000+08:00

hahhhahaha. i edited EVERTHING to spanish. so im not exactly ranting am i?------------------------------------------------------------------SIGHH. (yes im appearing offline you nymphomaniacs) ! (:necesito a siquiatra.necesito a siquiatra.necesito a siquiatra.necesito a siquiatra.necesito a siquiatra.necesito a siquiatra.necesito a siquiatra.(scribbles with chalk on the blackboard like bart)hmmm.

2005-06-13T20:57:00.000+08:00

OH MY GOD! HOT HOT HOT!I LOVE HEINZE.I LOVE IZZ<3 THANKS SO MUCH FOR THE FANSIGN.HOT <33

2005-06-02T20:36:00.000+08:00

NYAHHAHAH. been a long time since i last blogged. pffftttbbtt. this is always what im saying everytime i blog cos im sucha lazy shenanigan just sittin down on the couch and baking ass off. grrrr... must be more hardworking. PEOPLE OUT THERE WANT TO KNOW ABOUT MY LIFE!!! plus considering the fact that i am living an endangered life (BEWARE OF ASSASINATORS THAT ARE POWER HUNGRY *coughs*) I MUST

2005-05-25T15:53:00.000+08:00

at home now. missed school today cos of the STUPIDD FREAKINGG throat. *curses silently as im vocally hadicapped now* BAHHH. my mom is TRYING to keep me from chocolates. NO NEVERRR!!! hehhehe. but im still having it! :)TONIGHTTT : champions leagues final AC MILAN-LIVERPOOL!! *jumps around the house* AHHHH IM OBVIOUSLY STAYING UP TO WATCH IT THO IT STARTS AT LIKE 2.30amOR 3am!!! hurhur:)anywayy.

2005-05-18T21:28:00.000+08:00

HEYAA!! bahh. its A WEDNESDAY. -waves to mr sun-monday was a drag. whole day's just me sampann and a`thiyah stoning and sleeping and complaining. but me and my dear sampan flew to PALAWAN after school. YAYYY! hhahhaa. it was fun. but mostly just dozing off in the sun and lookin like a bunch of maniacs trying to drown ourselves at the beach.tuesday was LOOONNGG. soya doing well. mr sun hid and the

2005-05-15T11:16:00.000+08:00

PEOPLE YOU SHOULD CHECK OUT OUR BOYBAND PHOTOS. HAHAHHA. I LAUGHED FOR AGES. OH YEAHH I COULD SEE IT ON AN ALBUM ALREADY!! i love the photos <33 so cute. and we were all sooo EMO! bahh. i love you all. and shall miss you all soooo much for that five days k! ;)HAHAAH! life has been erm. interesting with a twist to the discontentment i have with it.THURSpost exam day. watched two movies. cried wit

2005-05-11T17:54:00.000+08:00

i am learning espanol now. to communicate with mi amor.EXAMS HAVE FINALLY TERMINADO (ended)BAHHHHHH!!tanning shoppin eating playing WHATEVERR. here i come :)

2005-04-30T12:25:00.000+08:00

QUOTES FROM ESPN"Heinze facing cup final battle"Manchester United's Gabriel Heinze faces a race against time to be fit for next month's FA Cup final against Arsenal.The Argentinian defender suffered ankle-ligament damage during last weekend's victory over Newcastle and has already been ruled out of the remaining games of United's Barclays Premiership campaign.However, having become such an

2005-04-29T20:01:00.000+08:00

CHINESE PAPER was shenaniganishh. ARGHHHHH!let me translate my whole thing. (read sam's blog for more HORROR CHINESE details)first. letter writing was a mess. supposed to write to a friend and how he maxed his phone bill and fought wit his parents and i have to ADVICE him. (that's of course if i read the question right) ended up telling him how irresponsible he is for maxing the bill. told him to

2005-04-25T19:15:00.000+08:00

250405.BORINGG DAY i must say. monday blues. considering i slept at 3am and woke up at 5.30am. ARGHHH!!.anyway. let me recap.SATURDAYsorry lovebugs i couldnt meet up wit ya all to go Macs and school and macritchie. HAHAH. all the macs. SORRYY!! i was buffet-ing the whole day throughout. rice table was awesomee. the food is served DUTCH style. HAHAHA! located behind centrepoint. and guess what!

2005-04-19T20:21:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY HEINZE!<33 im on a hiatus thanks to you. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH. all the best in your career! siew's always here rooting for you no matter what!IM A HAPPY HAPPY GIRLL!!! :)*sings a birthday songg*wishing you all the happiness in the world!

2005-04-18T18:52:00.000+08:00

[Nymphetamine.]Evanescent like the scent of decayI was fading from the raceWhen in despair, my darkest daysRan amok and forged her faceFrom the fairest of handmaidens toA slick perverted wraithNymphetamineHeaving midst narcissusOn a maledict blanket of starsShe was all three wishesSex, sex, sexA lover hung on her death rowI was hooked on her diseaseHighly strung like Cupid's bowWhose arrows

2005-04-13T22:06:00.000+08:00

AHHHH. im blogging. congratulate me. today's been one hell of a HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY x2164652656238 DAYY!!!! :) have never been happier for a longg longggg time.morningwoke up at 5.15am brushed teeth blahblahblah. nice bro drove me to school. dropped me off at mobil to get fisherman's friend as im having this THROBBING BADASS THROAT. then i went up to class proclaimed my love for 3S3 then proceeded

2005-04-08T19:20:00.000+08:00

ALRIGHTY. siew's once hell of a lazy ass. been LOOOONGG since i ast blogged. so here i am blogging noww. i feel guilty for not blogging for so longg seriously. HEHH!! i cant even recall what's happened. i shall thinkk. nevermind. i've got a terrible memory. shall just blog bout today :)school started on a light note. wit AHEMM this certain mann going up on stage to announce something about soccer

2005-03-12T18:32:00.000+08:00

ahhahahha. once again its been eons and ages since i last blogged. apparently my computer is really screwed. SCREW IT *grumbles and hits monitor on the face* and my keyboard is also screw-ey. the space bar is having this problem and i gotta hit it real hard to type space my words. whatever hell. was trying to pull the whole damn key out of frustration but i wouldnt even be able to type

2005-02-08T22:22:00.000+08:00

HAHAHAHAHAHH! im actually blogggin :) its been like two months and this place has been stale. but due to popular demand and positive feedback. i thank my fans and i've decided to blog and im gonna leave a message for most people! :) im feelin gooood todaay! hhehehe. i mean like its chinese new year eve. no reason not to feel goo0d. :) humph. today i came to school in my cheongsam top. and at the

2004-11-16T14:00:00.000+08:00

ahhaha. long time since i blogged. my computer is all screwed up. bro is gonna reformat it on friday. he gave me the deadline. i gotta save all the stuff i can. im soo worried about my photos.. where can i save em and retreive em back? ARGHHHH! and my other stuff. hope i can try to store most stuff in diskettes. DAMN! anyway. OOOOH MAN! i was watching america's next top model as usual. THEN

2004-11-04T15:19:00.000+08:00

grrr.. MSN was down. so i had to go a BIG round and go to the hotmail page to check my mail. dammit. i had to sign in. waste of my freakin time. lousy msn. ANYWAY. siew was gone for a long long time. been lazy ya see. too lazy to lift my FAT fingers up to type and blog. and i realised my typing speed is decreasing too :S but anyhow. siew is back AGAIN.. yeah. i went to watch Ladder 49 yesterday

2004-10-20T16:26:00.000+08:00

heya everybody clap ur hands. cos siew is trying to be happy today. heh! tsk. heck the results and stuff. those crappollas will not affect my mood today tho there aint nuhtin to be happy bout. heh! hmm.. today was a very unproductive day. wasted everbody's time and money(??!!?) hold on ya yankees. time IS money. k. we were doing nuhtin. we were giving out PARRTY fliers to V.I.Ps. then we wenta

2004-10-12T16:35:00.000+08:00

heya everyone! =D im in this trememdously good mood today so i shall be nice and not blog about some nonsensical stuff about people who are not really worth my time and flow of CREATIVITY! hehehehe. anyway. i'll kick off the start wit sunday. sunday i watched Carnivale and it was whacking smacking AWESOME! wooooo... cant wait to find out what happens next. and the next episode is TONIGHT. *dies

2004-10-05T15:15:00.001+08:00

funny blogger is working so fast today. other than the fact that i screwed up after typing a long long post and this freaking popup came up and my computer jammed. ARGH! HOLLER AT EVERYONE WHO IS CELEBRATING OKTOBERFEST. hope ya having fun eating and drinking and eating and drinking. well my family have been doing exactly just that. esp when watching football. heh! oh and me and debbie wanna be

2004-10-01T16:06:00.000+08:00

HHAAHHAHA. yeah siew is back. oh oh oh. its a friday. not exactly the type of friday that me and ju will go ITS FRIDAY YAY!!!!!. its a friday which means WEEKEND WITH 48HRS OF STUDYING tho i know fo sure i wun be able to do that. *thinks* i will of course TRY my best to study. studying is a AHEM pillar in the essense of life. it is as essential as having eyes nose and mouth. sorry... siew was

2004-09-27T14:59:00.001+08:00

I've decided to publish my book that was never written finish. But since chloe is not here to publish it for me. I'm just gonna list em all down for your prying eyes to see. 5 WAYS TO KILL YOUR ENEMY AND NOT GET INTO TROUBLE WITH THE LAW. Number One: Make her strip in public by telling her Casper is hiding in her clothes. When she strips and finds out that her cellulite is all hanging out, she

2004-09-22T15:39:00.000+08:00

AHAHHHAHA! anyway. this week. starting from MONDAY. was super funny and fun lar! so you see. on monday. early in the morning ju had to make me laugh like crap cos her translations are so bloody funny. then ah. me and delia were very happy the whole day. each time i turn back ah. i and her will start laughing like mad. really laugh. like whole class quiet. then i turn back. we start laughing.

2004-09-14T15:08:00.000+08:00

all these staying up is making me so so so bloody tired. but for him. its worth it lar. anything for him. sigh. more and more people are knowing my DARK secret. that's why pet is a very DANGEROUS person. ahhhahhaha. lousy delia. force me to tell her. lucky ju is being the nicest person in the world and she even went on the net to look at his pictures. ahhhhh. that's why i say i'll never kill ju.

2004-09-02T17:44:00.000+08:00

i finally know who to go find first when i want to kill someone. after finding out that life aint worth living or anything. or when some devil from hell decides to grant me a wish to kill any person on earth. or when i found out i contracted some cancer. i know who to go look for. to take a bloody hammer. and pin that bloody person on the ground. and use that hammer to smash his head. hearing him

2004-08-28T12:23:00.000+08:00

ARGH! im really really pissed now. what the hell. what the hell. what the hell the hell the hell. I FEEL SO CRAPPY NOW. anyway. if you havent realised. i didnt go AAD today. had LD duty. but honestly. i dun give a damn. LD sucks lar. what stupid props. we offer em they dun want. they want their way. EXCUSE ME! i want my way too. but do i have it. NO NO NO NO! anyway. i had this BIG BIG BIG

2004-08-25T17:25:00.000+08:00

i just sent this ultra long email to chloe. updating her bout everything and stuff. hahahahhaa =D i miss chloe so much. i miss baking wit her and stuff. i miss baking wit her successful cakes. i really miss everything. and the school sucks like hell. if it wasnt for the group i would die. won english debate finals today. my group. which is groupie 1-sam/ groupie 2-shuwie/ groupie 3-chrys/

2004-08-18T20:59:00.000+08:00

AHHHHHH!!!! ronald susilo lost. im so sad. i mean. he was wearing ORANGE BLACK AND WHITE. MY ULTIMATE FAV COLORS. and he lost. to that thai guy. humph. ooooooooh. i love watching swimming. nah. I LOVE OLYMPICS FOR THE SPORTS & THE HOT BODS. ahahahaha. and im not guilty. heeheeee =) i think that swimmin and gymnastics is AWESOME! and that dutch and italian and russian guy was HOT!!! damn it. *

2004-08-18T15:59:00.000+08:00

IM SO PISSED NOW. and to think that just a second ago i was so happy. MAN THAT JUST BUSTED ALL MY MOOD. talking about party poopers. damn. and so this pile of lard was saying the love of my life SHUWIE has no common sense. excuse me lar. she no common sense. who the hell are you kidding. still can say got brain means got common sense. *clears my throat* actually. I HATE TO BREAK THIS TO YOU but

2004-08-09T14:19:00.000+08:00

and so boys and girls. never try too hard to conceal emotions in yourself. cos things aint gonna get any better. yesterday was a undescribable day. uhm. except i travelled from my place to the airport ALONE. like try taking the train from jurong east and getting down at tanah merah then changing trains and going to the airport ALONE. and taking all those scary LONG escalators to hell knows where

2004-08-07T11:05:00.000+08:00

ok. so yesterday was national day celebrations. it was boring considering my love bugs all left me at 9pm to go to town and left ME alone. of course ball and chloe were there too. but ball wit her hockey mates and chloe up front. humph. but the hockey people are really really really nice. so there =) and yup. heard many peeps heard my dedication. that's good cos i wrote on it that it was also on

2004-08-02T17:54:00.000+08:00

ok and so HOLLER. today was a very very weird day. weird as in my hairband hurts alot. i think my head expanded. and weird as in i didn't fail any of my PFT stations. and i did not bad actually. so see. this is SO weird. ahahahh. especially my head expanding. i think its because my lousy head can't hold my big and ever improving brain inside. so its just getting bigger. hmmmm. ok anyway. i

2004-07-28T15:24:00.000+08:00

Sam said her eyes hurt. so im back to black. heee =) anyway. Im not bitching at CCHJ anymore. im gonna bitch about Low Geok Pin instead. she's so much fucking more worth my bitchin. lousy SLUT. argh. confiscate my phone. go kiss my ass lar. Piece of shit. *spits right into face. enjoying the look of shock in her* ahahahhahahah. im just gonna curse her to being burnt in hell. damn ass mo fo. dunno

2004-07-27T15:39:00.000+08:00

oh yeah CCHJ. whatever. so what if you hate me. i don't exactly like you EITHER. always insulting us and bitchin behind our backs. like HELLO this is not the first day i know you. and excuse me. CLASS SPIRIT??? what the fuck are you talking about. with people like you who bitch about others 24/7. class spirit. kiss my fucking ass. and yeah. so what if you're pissed. i'm having the time of my life

2004-07-17T22:53:00.000+08:00

i was just wondering whether anybody could read wit this color. i mean its ORANGE! ahahahah. ok. just went to watch King Arthur. was supposed to go town and meet pearlyn and stuff. but dad booked tickets already. and i din know. ah well. the show was GREAT. but i understand why it got only 2 stars. god dammit. Lancelot my love deserves 5 stars. he's so bloody hot. ahahhaha. Keira and the movie as

2004-07-09T22:38:00.000+08:00

censored.

2004-06-24T16:13:00.000+08:00

JOAQUIN PHOENIX JOAQUIN PHOENIX JOAQUIN PHOENIX JOAQUIN PHOENIX JOAQUIN PHOENIX JOAQUIN PHOENIX JOAQUIN PHOENIX damn. i have to watch "The Village" and "Alien VS Predator" ESPECIALLY "The Village" oh my joaquin. and yeah. HOLLAND GOT THRU. ENGLAND GOT THRU. this better be good. come on come on come on. give it to me.

2004-06-03T13:35:00.000+08:00

BY THE WAY I HATE FUCKING PIECES OF SHIT WHO CLAIM THEY LOVE FOOTBALL WHEN THEY DON'T KNOW SHIT ABOUT IT. FUCK EM.

2004-06-03T12:47:00.000+08:00

hmm. long time since i last blogged. thought i should anyway. supposed to be at school. uh huh *nods head* but damn right i ain't there. as usual. down wit the flu. and the sore throat. damn. it sucks. like of course hell it sucks. heh. its a thurday. not my type of thursday. but yeah. so im just gonna hang around here to blog. for the people who appreciate my talent. for the people who read my

2004-05-24T17:22:00.000+08:00

alright. holler!! ahhh. im in a weird mood today. shan't elaborate or anything. i get real weird.*sigh*. and so i din see lau wen li today. ahahhaha. that's very nice. it was wonderful. he stupid face affects me alot. ahahha. tho you're not supposed to get affected by PEOPLE YOU REALLY HATE. it affects me sooooooo much to even think 'bout her. damn. one day when i'm a movie director i'm gonna

2004-05-21T16:00:00.000+08:00

"The Thought" By Me. I wrote this goddamn song myself. I knew you never liked me I hated you from the start too. My grades were all crazy but heck i don't need you. I tried to study but SHIT it didn't work out. Was that my fault? Should i put a gun to my head to kill myself. Hell no. So what do all these mean to me. These tests these crap. So what if had to pay a fee. Hey we just finished test

2004-05-13T13:57:00.000+08:00

ahahhaahah. HOLLA!! gosh. math. dun talk bout math no more. sigh. like i hate the math teacher and thinkin bout math and doing math and writing math. basically math shouldn't exist in this lousy world. DAMMIT. ahahhaha. look at this : MOMMY, DADDY I KNOW YOU LOVE ME BAD GRADES, PLAY STATION, FRUSTRATION YOU TAKE IT FROM ME BUT GOD FORBID SOMETHING GOES WRONG YOU CALL THE POLICE WELL GUESS WHAT I

2004-05-11T14:02:00.000+08:00

OH GOD. damn. holler anyway. im gonna blog today fer sam. she's making me blog. so yeah. my frankenstein sweetie has spoken. and here i am. ahhhhhh. today was TERRIBLE. oh my gosh. the science paper was soooooo terrible. *pulls hair* damn. i cant do half the paper. and i really dun wanna fail. i mean WHO DOES? god dammit. so now yeah. thursday's math. don't bring it up. i REALLY am trying to do

2004-05-10T14:41:00.000+08:00

AND YES I REALLY LOVE SAM FER THE LAYOUT. *blows kisses* ahhahah. i need the remedy for food poisoning. URGENT. someone TELL ME.....

2004-05-10T14:04:00.000+08:00

Hi chloe she is on the phone wit me but she is really Mean.AHAHHAHAH.holler. chloe is still insulting EVERYTHING. humph. *tries to scream at chloe* its not clogs chloe. its not clogs. luckily im gonna change layouts soon. I LOVE SAM. I LOVE SAM. MY LIL FRANKENSTEIN SWEETIE. I LOVE SAM SOOOOOOOOOOOOOO MUCH. ME DARLING. AHHAAHHHAHAH =) sam is so HOT!!!! argh. need to learn more HTML. make the HOT

2004-05-08T18:49:00.000+08:00

ahhhhhhhhh. sam my frankenstein sweetie got her blog up already. her "egoistic bastard" URL. is just egoistic. love her layout. too cute. she still owes me a layout tho that sweetie of MINE!!! =) was just on the phone wit chloe. that lousy vas-shwah is trying to beat me at buying some stuff. SHE DOESNT EVEN KNOW SOME OF EM. *think N.E.R.D* and she just wants to buy it to spite me i guess.

2004-05-07T15:23:00.000+08:00

ahhhhhhhh. today was the most wonderful day yet. found out some people found me NICE. prolly some people hate me too. ahhh. nevermind. oh yeah. me poor darling chloe is down wit a fever. that poor gal. din come to school on such a fun day. fuckie commonly known as shegaytan. latin hound. fucked up shit. which ever you prefer. WAS SUPPOSED TO BE DEAD. that dampened all my moods a bit. thought

2004-04-30T18:01:00.000+08:00

holla. im in this ultra good mood. nuhtin I MEAN nuhtin makes me happier then to see fucksty getting fucked. i mean. who actually believes that person. fucksty and her fuckola on how innocent she really is really makes people wanna PUKE. aahahhahahahha =) happy happy. *having naughty thoughts* anyway i went to watch 50 first dates wit chloe today. ahahahhhaha. so funny. i could just laugh till i

2004-04-22T18:23:00.000+08:00

holla. just came back after going to chloe's house and chilling out wit her. her house's cool. totally empty. just the two of us and her maid which was hidden???!!!! anyway was telling her about today's happenings as apparently she was sick. see what a nice person i am. ahhhhh. so anywaY. realised this person pearlyn hates like fuck was staring at me yesterday. i hate people who stare at me.

2004-04-20T17:49:00.000+08:00

daniel ong sent me an email. so cute. hee. he asked whether i was still tuning in. and he said. siew khim thanks alot. and blah blah blah more stuff. that shows he read my message. the last time he replied me it was both dan and haikel and they said i blew them away wit my email. hee. so he is like sending me a email fer god knows what. but its sweet. he signed off as "with all my love, dan"

2004-04-20T17:31:00.000+08:00

alright. holla. hmmm. day's been fucked up. *sigh* so well let me start from the fucking monday. EVERYONE HATES MONDAY!!!! ooh. so fucked up shit got my darling shuwie in trouble. then i was so fucking pissed the whole day at math teacher= fuckster. fuckster was gonna call my parents. tried to avoid her the whold day. and i was fucking sick. (its raining now. cool. i love the rain) so fuckster

2004-04-15T18:41:00.000+08:00

humph. holler. guess what. just got so fucking pissed. AGAIN!!!! argh. i went around reading blogs and i dunnoe what these fucking porn stuff started coming up. like 500 pop ups. all fucking porn. and then i went to task manager. cancelled em all after a fucking long time. then worse. my internet explorer homepage became some porn page. sooo fucked up. i was swearing like fuck knows what. argh.

2004-04-14T17:49:00.000+08:00

hmmm. holler. just realised that some things are just totally spoiling my day. god. its not like i wannathink bout it. but the more you fucking hate the thang. the more it hits you fucking mind. so anyway. wasnt in a very good mood during P.E. ahhhhh. see. im so easily affected. *slaps myself to wake up* this shit aint going nowhere. how much i wanna kill. how much i wanna die. but fuck. i cant

2004-04-08T13:33:00.000+08:00

heehee. i think you could say i was having a bad week. then a not so bad week. fuck i don't know what i'm talking about. anyway HOLLER everyone. alright. i twisted my fucking right ankle. it swelled like fuck. imagine how big that was. horrible. *shakes head* then i fell on my fucking left leg. my knee had this horribly BIG wound. and it was bleeding like shit. blood was flowing down. ahhahahah.

2004-03-31T16:18:00.000+08:00

holler *sulks* alright. im gonna get my fuckin ass on the start of this fucking post. fuckin first. i wanna say watch out you fucking bitches. you hurt my friends or get em in trouble. im gonna hate you. fucking hate you. i don't care what fuckin trouble im in. but fuck it hurts me so to see my pal hurt. and you fucking happily hurt her with your lies and your exaggeration. fuck off. fuck on

2004-03-25T18:15:00.000+08:00

HOLLER!!!!!!!! this is mah new craze. im holler-ing everyone. *smiles* alright. loads of stuff happened. hmmmmm. lemme try to remember. gosh *bangs my head against wall* ahhhhhhhhhhhh. MOST IMPORTANT THANG. young's not on late night show no more. *sigh* he was a very nice DJ. wish he was back. but he promised me that if he cant get a job. he's applying as english teacher in crescent. kick our

2004-03-15T21:47:00.000+08:00

argh dammit. im in deep shit. lost my wallet fer the BLOODIETH time. means more than a gazillion times. curse that lil sucking fucko who took it and is not gonna return it. may he/she die... wit me killin them. im gonna torture em till they scream and beg. pathetic lil street humps. i want my darling back.

2004-03-06T09:25:00.000+08:00

Lmfao.. good one Siew. Oh btw I credited you at the *ahem* HL already, remember to check it out. :D xxx

2004-03-05T20:25:00.000+08:00

ahhahahahhahhha. no more tag board or whatever you call it. no more RUBBISH and trash talking. im so proud of myself.

2004-03-04T11:14:00.000+08:00

Ok I'm just gonna be a lameass and blog some shit for Siew, she's gonna laugh her ass off for no reason when she reads this. :p Okie dokie, first lemme start off by saying I'm supposedly-sick, so I skipped school today, I'm gonna be in trouble when I get to school tomorrow, lmfao. Tomorrow's gonna be a bad day, THREE mutha periods of Lau Wen Li. -faints- I don't think me and Siew and Chloe and

2004-03-01T13:06:00.000+08:00

Hey everyone, Siew here, I have decided to blog properly for once, leaving paragraphs and such. :p nah that's not me. :p :o HOW DARE YOU1 OF COURSE ITS ME! LMFAO no its not. IS TOO! PISS OFF YOU EVIL CLONE!! -slaps- yeah right -slaps back- OI WATCH IT YOU LITTLE BITCH1 HAHAHAH YOURE CRYING!! MWAHAHAHAHAHAH no that's tears of laughter. you're pATHETIC BAby. sam is beside me- CAPITAL "S", BABE

2004-02-25T17:20:00.000+08:00

eeeks a boo. humph. anyway *waves hysterically* people IM BLOGGING. i know sam will be so proud of me. i can see her beaming already. ahahahhahahhaha. hope she makes something fer me again as a you-actually-blogged-wow present. MAYBE. ahahahhaha. i should start putting stuff that sam makes fer me UP UP UP on my blog eh. SHUWIE. ahahahhahah. you come here tag okie babe!!! promise me. ahhhhhhhh. my

2004-02-23T15:37:00.000+08:00

ok im doing this cause sam wants me to. *looks over at sam* i'll do it i'll do it lar!!!! ahahahhahah pet is online and im enlightening her on my DARLINGs. VJ daniel, gareth.... *sigh* looks out the window and daydreams. ANYWAY. uh huh. its like 2 months since i last blog. EEEEEEE so piggish *sees a snout growing OVER my nose* ooooooooh. first things first people. NUMBAH ONE shegaytan. DONT

2003-12-07T00:41:00.000+08:00

yo peeps. ahahahahh. im back after da holidae. real SHORT holidae. argh. wish it could be much much much much longer. damn. *grabs dad's leg* DUN GO HOME!!!! PLEASE PLEASE *dad drags me* so here i am. back home. ahhahahhahhaha. now man u VS aston villa. i aint watching it. but i think its 2-0 now according to dad. both by NISTELROOY. hmm. great. well. lord of the rings totally rock my world. i

2003-11-28T12:27:00.000+08:00

hey people. been a long time since i last blogged. but please pity me cos im having IMSOMNIA. it has gotta be the most torturing, painful, horrible and sufferin THING around. gosh. been hovering between life and death the past few days. staring round my room and stuff. and IM A NEW MEMBER TO THE ZOMBIE MEMBERSHIP CLUB. not like there is any. ahhahahah. i just started it. life is toooooo horrible.

2003-11-24T17:54:00.000+08:00

damn. okie its been a long time since i last blogged. my gunbound account just got hacked. 35000g just gone. i've been playing fer like few hundred hours already. all money gone. crap. oh people. i edited THIS post if ya din notice. ahahahhhhahah. well. i just sae i upgraded to TOP 17 already. ahahhahahahah. and thanks sam fer the WONDERFUL e-mail. you rock. and yup. you people all rock. gonna

2003-11-20T13:02:00.000+08:00

yo peeps =) me back again to blog. whee. e-mails is now to 11. ahahahhah. its an update. okay. lemme see. yup yesterday nite round 1am plus. i was still listening to young. someone sent me an sms. GUESS WHO?? it was chloe. yipee. how nice. chloe is at dunnoe where but risking an overseas SMS. i still replied her. she's going china. yeah. hope fer safe trip fer her. =)oh and hear dan is suspended.

2003-11-18T17:13:00.000+08:00

HARRRRLOW everyone. ahahaahahah. nice to blog again. current e-mails has now risen to 10. whee. like anniversary. so congratulate me someone. sam if you are reading this. i did not open your e-mail wit states "naked pics". got nightmare already ever since that time we screwed up "that blob of fat". so if you're kind. tell me wad it contains. ahahahaha. well. shuwie if you're out there somewhere.

2003-11-17T00:20:00.000+08:00

MUAHAHAHAHH. that's it. im back after a bloody bloody long break. no actually not break. too lazy to do anything bout my blog. poor man u one i made is down the drain. hahaha.well. sam found this layout fer me. its orli. its orli. its orli. ahahahah. hope sam will make a top 15 one fer me. well. just chillin out now. its 12am liao. hope i can find a way to fit a tagboard somewhere for nice peeps.

2003-10-01T18:58:00.000+08:00

erm. Hi first dae wit my new blog layout. im feelin good. i made the layout myself!!!

2003-09-23T17:34:00.000+08:00

LIfE SuckZ

2003-09-20T13:08:00.000+08:00

oh and also.. i called perfect 10 5 times liao.. dan and carrie once and young four times. yesterday i asked fer da song "nvr gonna leave ur side" by daniel bedingfield..so cool.. b4 that i asked fer "where is the love" and "the anthem".. dun ask me bout the morning madness thingy.. gets me so sad.. and i won LOTD twice.. by jamie and yasmine.. YEAH babe.. and i called young TO CHAT WIT EM

2003-09-20T12:51:00.000+08:00

OMG.. i called young again.. MUAHAHHA.. yesterday nite.. and i was on da phone with him fer so long.. WOW.. you can ask chloe if u dun believe.. chloe sooo nice.. talk to me da whole nite.. bout pratically everything.. only stopped at 1am.. hahah... young asked me to hold on.. and then he went on air.. THAT was so cool.. i could hear young.. both thru my phone and the radio.. and chloe was on the

2003-09-18T18:46:00.000+08:00

hey.. argh.. so much stuff to say.. came back too late.. doubt i will have enuff time to blog.. its always the same bloody thing.. when i wanna blog.. NO TIME.. dun feel like blogging then have sooooo much friggin time.. juz wanted to say that young rocks.. i dun love him... though i do like him a teeny weeny bit.. and yup.. called 3 times to him already.. he really rulez.. haha.. so cute so lame

2003-08-27T17:26:00.000+08:00

gosh.. got stalker again.. diff. guy.. i can tell.. even have the number here(in my handphone).. luckily sam is by my side.. i feel much more relieved.. sam thanks soo much.. you rock..

2003-08-27T17:24:00.000+08:00

sam.. you soooo cute.. well.. congrats.. i have only ONE honour stamp.. but i think its a miracle already!!! yeah.. i won letter of the day AGAIN.. i juz love myself too much.. yeah.. todae i was on the train and there was this malay lady with twin sons.. one of them is deaf.. the other is normal.. i was leanin on the glass thingy at the doors there.. so i was opposite them.. the 2 boys were

2003-08-26T20:43:00.000+08:00

Siew.. why you direct link Angela.. no direct linking my dear... I'll let you direct link from me just this time.. when youve saved the image to your comp pls replace the image source thingie with ur own code k.. dont disappoint me.

2003-08-26T20:40:00.000+08:00

PEOPLE I GOT AN HONOR STAMP TODAY!! COME HERE and congratulate me lol.

2003-08-16T10:51:00.000+08:00

gee.. real sorry fer not bloggin like more than one week.. not countin that e-mail add. thingy coz i waz in a rush..k i realise i forgot lotsa stuff liao.. i mean.. i come online.. read sam's blog.. then ju's.. then check out sufan delia's one then start surfing the net.. about umm.. guys?.. haha.. MOVIES MUSIC such stuff.. then i realize i have a blog too... go there try to tag a bit.. then